Enough is enough.

I'm officially single again :|
I guess all my friends were right, I had rushed into this relationship.
We didn't really know each other very well when we started out. And because of that mistake, it tore us apart.
I'm fine, actually. I just want to apologize to him for not giving us another chance.
I guess I was just tired of trying to "work it out".

All worked-out.

Currently Listening to : Mirotic - DBSK
Currently Feeling : Extremely tired.

Oh yes, I have changed my blog layout, again. I just couldn't make up my mind about what I wanted. & I also have not been updating. Sorry :x

So, this week has been absolutely hectic. I crashed at 3 different places. I lugged around my bag filled with clothes for a week. And because of that, the clothes I wore were always crumpled up or had a musty smell :/ But anyway, I stayed over at Khei Qi's place for a night to help out with the booklet and door gifts. The next night was at Beh Beh's place, also to help out.

Then, I went to my aunt's place to help out at my cousin's pet shop. They had moved from their previous location and were opening soon somewhere else. So I helped out with cleaning out the mess and stuff. It was very tiring and I actually slept early every night. Then, I went back to Beh Beh's place and stayed for another night. I practiced my piece that I was going to play for the concert.

The booklet, door gift and performance is for Ms Beh's tri-annual charity recital. It's a big thing so I've been helping out as much as I could. I have to get a new dress and shoes for my preformance since the dress code is semi-formal/smart casual. But anyway.

I also went for Twilight on 27th Nov, of course. We had bought a total of 21 tickets for 21 people. It was awesome. A lot of parts were cut out though and Rob Pattison is still not hot to me :D

Okay, enough for one post. Here are some pictures (:

My newest niece, Megan Roselyn Lim :)


My favourite cat of all, Igor!

In a plastic bag :)

& with the sexiest pose he could ever give ;p
showing off his fatness :p

My nephew, Cian David Horsely Ling. Looks cute when he's asleep right?

Even cuter when he's awake ;p
"How bout a cute face for Auntie Dee?"

"Aww, you're so adorable darling :DD"

I love you (:

Awwwwwww (:

Random Note : Sorry I sound so dead in this post. I'm really tired :|

dance inside.

Currently Listening to : Poker Face by Lady Gaga

Currently Feeling : Dancy?

sometimes the only way to stay sane is to go a little crazy.


Well hello hello :D

I changed my whole blog layout, and I even did the header myself. I know its not very professional or whatever, but I'm still working my way through learning Photoshop :D

Anyway, I have abandoned my blog for a week. But I have a good reason, though, which simply is : I was busy (:

I went for Fly FM's 3rd Anniversary party thing. It was more of a concert than a party but it was still awesome :D
I enjoyed every minute of it with my friends ♥
Bands that performed were Bunkface, One Buck Short, Bittersweet, Estranged, Meet Uncle Hussain and Seven Collar T-Shirt. And the other performers were The KL Stompers, Jaclyn Victor and Faizal Tahir. Some were boo-ed at, but most were perfect :D
It was really nice, despite the stench of sweat from everyone, and the occasional pushing around from the guys who were "moshing". HAHA.
But besides that, I am really glad that I got to meet Mooky from One Buck Short again. And Bunkface's lead singer is hot.

Mooky!

One Buck Short ♥

I Love You, Moooooooky :D

The ever-famous Phat Fabes

Bittersweet

Bunkfaceee (:

Meet Uncle Hussain

Sam definitely had fun (:

So did I ;p

Other than that, I went swimming at dad's place and met some new friends.
Qi, Bing, Hill and I planned a farewell party for Mat. We bought him a shirt from OU and made him a card. I'm so sorry the card was hideous, Mat. I didn't have enough time -.-
We had Korean BBQ in SS2 and spent time at the pool and Beh Beh's place (:
I used his DSLR alot. His Canon EOS 400D to be precise ;p
He taught me a lot of stuff about it, so I understand how to use one much better now.

Mat's DSLR *pictures from his blog ;)

And the other camera pictures are shots of my favourite DSLR, Nikon D80 (:
It costs RM3,288.00, to be exact, mind you.

Ohh and Thursday the 27th is inching closer, and so is Twilight the movie :DD
Just to let everyone know, I'm on team Jacob Black. Simply because he's hot and Edward's just too good to be true. And I have proof that Jacob is hotter than Edward! :p

I mean, just compare THIS :

to THIS :

Ladies, need I say more?
But I'm sorry to say, they totally destroyed his hotness by adding long hair :((((

Cast of Twilight the Movie

In other words, I am dying to watch the movie!

And just because I love him, I'm posting pictures of Chace Crawford. Beauty like his has to be shared with the world :D




But of course, there is no one in the world that I love more than the one and only;

JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE (:

Anyway, I haven't slept yet and its already 6.30 in the morning and I have a dental appointment with my orthodontist later. And Sam just baked muffins and I'm hungry. So till next time, adieu.

Random Note : I spent an hour searching for pics and another hour perfecting this post. HAHA.

Signing off,
Mrs Timberlake :D

Pics credit to : MySpace Celebrity, Wikipedia, FlyFM.com.my & Sya.

Everything's been such a drag.

Currently Listening to : About A Girl - The Academy Is...
Currently Feeling : Bored to tears :'(

"And after a while you learn that you don't need anyone else in order to survive. No one is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or what they promise you. You just gotta suck it up, accept it and keep on keepin' on."
- Hey Arnold

Heyy everyone (:

It's been a week of holidays and I tell you, I have been so bored!
Everything is so repetitive. I sleep and wake up at odd hours, like sleeping at 5am then waking up at 6pm. Or sleeping at 10pm and waking up at 6am. Yes, terrible, I know.
I even stayed awake for 36 hours, just for fun.
I go online, I eat, sleep and watch endless TV. I have even picked up my cross-stitch (yes, it's one of those 'grandma' things) that I started back in Form One. Its been four years since I started this project and its finally showing some result (:
As for school homework, I hardly bothered to complete them. My teachers will most probably forget like always.
I'm also excited yet saddened at the same time about starting Form Five next year. Goshh, I still can't believe how time is literally flying by.

Anyway, the only action I get is during the weekends. And those are quite repetitive too. I meet up with Aqil on Saturdays, may or may not go for Teenacity, then I'm home watching TV again. On Sundays I'm at Beh Beh's place having a few laughs with my friends and then I'm home again unless my parent (whichever one I'm staying with for the weekend) decides to go somewhere for something.
Here I am trying to make everyday its best but it keeps backfiring on me. I want to work during the hols but I have no transport since I practically live in the middle of nowhere. Then again, knowing me, I'll probably quit halfway anyway (:


Anyway, Mathew will be leaving on Monday :(
I'm so gonna miss him. I'll miss all those moments when we were bimbo or horny with each other. Kevin, Bing, Qiqi, Hill, Mat and me. I love these people man.
Dude, I know you hardly read my blog but I've just got to say this, I love you man, and there's definitely no regrets when we became friends. It's been almost two years already and I'll miss you to bits. Kevin has already left us all stranded so you better come back and see us ;p
And don't forget your SLR HAHAHAHAH ;D

Anyway, I customized my blog a bit, coz I was getting bored of the previous look. I spent about an hour searching for a new blogskin but I decided it would be too much of a hassle rather than just making a few tweaks.

One of the other things I've been doing online this week was looking at new movies coming soon. I was so excited when I saw Inkheart the movie trailer!
It's a book I read when I was Form One or Two when my cousin brought it back from England for me. It's about a man, Mo, who can breathe life into everthing that he reads. Then he discovers his daughter has the same magic. Only, he never reads out loud again because he lost his wife when he was reading aloud to her. She got sucked into the book, into another world. When Dustfinger, one of the characters Mo read into reality came to find him, Meggie (I think that's the daughter's name) and Mo have to go into the book to save her mother :)
I have no idea if what I just said made any sense at all, but do watch the movie when its released. Hehe.
I already read Inkspell, the sequel but I seriously can't wait for Inkheart, due for release in Jan 09.

AND TWILIGHT IS COMING! 27 NOV 27 NOV 27 NOV!
I'm soooo excited. I'll be booking tickets, so whoever wants to watch with me, just let me know (:

Okay, I think that's enough excitement and blabs for one post.
I'm going to Fly FM's party in a few hours, so yay, finally some fun (:

Ohh and good luck to my Form 5 friends taking SPM (:
I know I'm kinda late but oh well.

Random Note : AD and Fuzzie are FINALLY out! * does victory dance* ;p

xoxo, denise (:

When we look back now will our jokes still be funny?

Currently Listening to : Kelsey - Metro Station
Currently Feeling : Nostalgic? ;)

"As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever"

- Graduation by Vitamin C






Today was the last day of school for 2008. I really can't believe that Form Four is over. So much has happened. Photography, skipping classes, exams, boring assembly(s), dating in school, incomplete homework, all memories that will never fade. I loved Form Four ;)

It has been yet another year of my life that has passed. I'm still studying in a school I don't really like but I'm still friends with people I love. The year literally seemed to just fly by. It feels like it was just last week when it was the first day as a Form Four, and yesterday seemed like half a year has already gone by. Its already November :|

So what significance this year was in my short life of sixteen years?
Here are a few things that leaves a mark ;

1. I managed to be the photographer for my school. Hopefully they'll ask me to be Head Editor next year ;)
2. I had four relationships. HAHA.
3. I actually convinced my Malay, non English-speaking friends to improve their English by reading the Twilight series. Now they can't wait for the movie to premiere.
4. I made a lot of new friends. So many that I can't remember their names ;p
5. I think I've matured mentally and definitely physically x)
6. I had 3 hamsters, a cat and a dog.
7. School exams were not a pleasant thing.
8. I chopped my hair after 2 years.
   
9. My 11 month old camera was stolen at Summer Splash :(
10. Daddy moved to a new apartment. Goshh it's been a year already.

As for things that I wanted to do but never got the chance to ;

1. Cook without complaining about the heat.
2. Buy an SLR camera.
3. Start learning Lukisan Kejuruteraan. I'm starting next year. Hopefully.
4. Pass Add Maths -.-
5. Travel to Miami/Paris.
6. Finish my Grade 7 practical.
7. Go to church more often :|
8. Lose weight ;p
9. Finish Gossip Girl season 1.
10. Read Breaking Dawn.
    

Time is flying realy quickly. Everything is happening in such a huge blurr. Are you living everyday to its fullest? I know I haven't. Most days were spent online, eating and sleeping. I never really did anything productive and my year end exams were not easy.

I just wish time would slow down for me to do the things I want to do while still in high school before the real stress starts pouring in. Sighs*

Live your life to the maximum, people! ;)

Some things are just not meant to be.

Currently Listening to : If I Were A Boy - Beyonce
Currently Feeling : Lethargic

"If you can't laugh at yourself, life's gonna seem a whole lot longer than you'd like. What do ya do? You laugh, you know, I'm not saying I don't cry... but in between... I laugh."
- Garden State

I haven't updated for a week :D

HEYY!
How was Halloween for everyone? I spent it at home watching The Simpsons :)

But anyway, my week has been quite eventless. I went out on Saturday with friends and all. And that was pretty much it.

I fought with Aqil though. I hope we can pull through. Maybe I'm just not meant to be in a relationship yet. I can't seem to be satisfied. I know its unfair to him for me to be so selfish. But I'm just not happy. I'm trying, I really am. But I don't know :(

Other than that, my dearest grandpa was robbed outside my grandma's place. The two Indian robbers slashed his head and took his phone and money. Such a horrible thing to do to a man of his age, isn't it? He was already inside the house porch but they still came in to rob him. He had over 30 stitches and 2 torn arteries. But he's fine now :D

I also saw a small kid steal a bottle of Coke when I was waiting in the car for my mum. He had already paid for the stuff he needed. And as he was walking away he looked kinda doubtful. Suddenly, he turned around and went to the store's fridge and took out a bottle of Coke. He glanced around quickly and put the bottle into his plastic bag. The store owner didn't see because he was dealing with some other customers. I was laughing my head off. I was looking at the boy because he was my friend's younger brother and he was really cute. I wasn't really surprised though. That boy has 8 siblings altogether and they're really poor. Why not enjoy a bottle of Coke for free, eh?

So yeah, those were the very few unimportant events in that happened this week.
I have one more day of exam tmrw :D
I can't wait for the holidays to come. And good luck to all SPM candidates ;)

Denise (: